He's just so damned impetuous! I mean, all I did was tell him I needed some time to deal with a few personal issues - but then I come back and he's all but dumped me. Do you know he's turned some of our mutual friends against me? No, really - they hardly talk to me any more, they don't call me back, and some of them just stopped being my friends altogether.
He makes me feel so awkward everytime we hang out now. Nothing I say seems to go over well with him anymore. All I get is this steely silence whenever I try to talk to him. He's even gone back to palming me off onto his creepy spammer friends again. I really thought we were both bigger than that to be honest, but I guess I was wrong.He's really changed. I mean, he even looks different! I just don't know who he is anymore. I thought we had something special, but I'm really starting to get the feeling that he moved on while I was gone. Granted, two months is a long time, but it's not *that* long. Is it? I guess all those stories I heard about him before we got together were true... he's just not a one-woman platform. Could he have found someone wittier, someone with more time? Could I have been replaced?
No! I refuse to admit defeat. I'm not ready to give up just yet. I have to find a way to get that old thing back. Some way to feel that newness again. That feeling of never wanting to be apart. I just have to.
I want to go back to the way things used to be.
